Make the Leap

I spend decent portions of almost everyday listening to motivational videos, interviews, and lectures.  Topics range from "how to build a business" to "lectures on the psychology of anxiety, and so forth.  Of all of these things I listen to almost everyone I am listening to has done something of note.  Or something of value.  Or they have figured out a way to in some form become relevant and either help people or monetize their intellect or actions.  this is the part I am frozen in.  The action.

While I listen to all these people and overanalyze my life into tiny subsections of actions, its the biggest actions that I am still trying to figure out.

I need to do something big.  I need to make the leap and either tart my own business, finally buy a house, or just go on that backpacking trip to Australia and Japan that I have always dreamed of.  I need to do something.  The inaction is starting to eat into my daily sanity.  

Mow I know that most would say that I am doing something by working daily, ad cutting hair and making vidoes etc, its just not eneough.  I need to do something f significance and wake up.  I almost desire that chill of terror that tells me I could lose everything at the chance of gaining more than I ever imagined. 

I have no kids.  I am not married.  Hell, I don't even have a lease currently.  So it's time to do something.  Even if it's just a trip somewhere.

Wake up, Ryan.  Make the damn leap.